The day we're together ❤,
and the day you left...
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
too many goodbyes for a lost friend
22nd june 2010.
Time flies. really fast. 38 more days to end of internship!! haha! Not that i really hate this job or wad..it is just too tiring for me. It sucks to wake up at 6.20am in the morning everyday and sleep at 11-12pm at night. i can't survive with only 6hrs (or less) of sleep everyday!! PLUS, i'm also working on weekends so i DON'T get any off days! But i always look forward to weekends cos i kbox suit me better. Or maybe because i've worked there since 2008 and i'm kinda blended into that kind of environment..
But i've learnt quite alot from this internship. Plus Cherry's incident was really an impact for me..i will surely miss this place aft 38 days..god, i'm thinking of cherry again ): today is her 7th day and in chinese beliefs, the spirits of the dead will come home to see their family and friends for the last time. I hope cherry sees her fb..i almost teared while reading it. I really miss seeing her smile, talking to her and everything. I want her back, so much.
People always learn the hard way. After cherry's incident, i'm really scared. Seeing Cherry's family is really a torture..They were even more devasted than i am. They've been living together for 21 years, i'm sure it would be so hard for them to pull through this. I've learnt to cherish everyone around me. I love my family more than anything. and i just realised i've been neglecting them for quite awhile now. I should start doing something.. (:
i love you @ 4:33 PM
Thursday, June 17, 2010
This post is dedicated to my dearest friend; Cherry.
I got a million questions inside my mind; it this for real? are you really gone? what exactly happened? why didn't you hold on? why isit you..WHY???
I still remembered last tues you just wished me happy birthday, and i told you i was going for a batam trip this week. And you were so excited telling me you were going tioman this same week. You were so happy & excited..
We took photos crazily @ hard rock hotel and i rmb you said :"omg, i love the cushion! so cool!" If it's possible, i will pray so hard for you to be back here. I miss having lunch for you, miss shopping with you at vivo, miss talking to you, I MISS YOU.
May you rest in peace and please be happy wherever you are okay. I'll never forget you.
i love you @ 11:46 AM
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
THE HOTTEST GUY EVER. JUNG YONG HWA
You're Beautiful is a nice korean drama. It's a typical drama like 'Boys over Flowers' But this guy is totally a 'must-watch' in this drama. haha.
Jung yong hwa is from CN blue. A korean music band. and i think he looks like Kim Hyun Joong!! haha. HAWT!
I really want to go korea. They have the best males there. haha!
i love you @ 11:51 AM
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Hello Thursday (:
Tmr will be Fri then WEEKENDS!! hahaha. Crazy over weekends because i really wna rest and play. But 2 days pass very fasssssttttttt. But better then nothing (:
Went to Hard Rock with Cherry today. SO FUN. hahaha the rooms there are really great. exept that they only have bathtubs in suites...zZzz..the sleeping area is quite big...but the toilet area is rather cramp..
I really like the interior design..from the wallpaper to the tattoos on the wall, the vintage tiles toilet wall, the blacl sequins cushion to the magic chandelier (: so much love♥
Give me money, and i will have a one week stay in their presidential suite. haha!
i love you @ 4:13 PM
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
2 more months before internship ends. Am i looking forward to it or what? Aft 2 month i'll have $500 lesser..I'll have to work more kbox which means no sat & sun anymore..Though i still work there now, but at least some weeks i can choose not to work and rest at home.
I think i would rather go to sch than waking up @ 6am in the morning. Life is much simpler in sch…
and i can also meet xj more often back in sch too. I think we've not met each other for more than a month alr..HOW CAN?!? sigh, all the busy & tired people…
Next semester will be my last semester alr. FAST! Can't imagine life without sj, aloy, hs and all the lovely ppl..Everyone would be busy with their own life..some would cont studies, some would be finding a good job, and not forgetting, the guys, who are gg to the army. It's kind of sad to think about it..
our best friends from primary sch.., where are they now?
our buddies from secondary sch…, do you still contact?
and those from poly..everything changes..
i guess we'll just have to put in effort and time if we really want these friends to be part of our life..because once you stop contacting, it's like saying bye bye.
I read through some articles online about how a relationship works. (Was bored during work :p ) This particular article said; the most important thing(s) you MUST have in your relationship is TRUST, HONESTY, COMPROMISE, RESPECT & LAUGHTERS.
Trust i think obviously everyone knows lah..if there's no trust, it's like having a r/s with a thief right…In the 1st place, if there is no trust, you wont even start a r/s loh!! But anyway, the article said something which i find it quite true. It says; You have to trust your partner, no matter what. But with trust, you have to keep in mind that the risk is always there. You can only keep the risk quietly inside you and always be prepared.
Learn to look forward and don't dwell on the past. Forgiveness is the greatest thing a human can do..and always compromise. There is no win or lose in a r/s. If you have to count how many times you've lose or how many times you've won in an arguement or quarrel, the r/s won't work out.
During a quarrel, be calm. and think of why you will like your partner when y'all 1st get together..think of the happy times.., the funny & stupid things y'all did..and you'll find all the arguements are actually unnecessary (:
baby, i love it when you hold my hands
i love the way you cuddle me in your arms
i love it when you kiss me on my lips
i love it when you hug me tight.
baby, i love you (:
i love you @ 7:57 PM
Monday, May 17, 2010
Don't let your ego ruin everything.
Maybe by the time we learn how to cherish, we have no one to cherish anymore.
Always give your best to everything. Don't let 'regret' be the last word.
Things get complex and i make it simple. If i'm not the one, it wont be anyone else.
Thinking back, i used to be so playful..I hurt many people and i'm really sorry. Things happen, and people learn. Sometimes, its still early to change and fight for the things that should be yours. But sometimes, people go to learn it the hard way and there's no turning back.
It's good to have friends to talk to you and advice you. But in the end, you'll still be the one who have to make the decision.
Life is hard recently. Health is also a problem. Perhaps it's time to give myself a holiday.
updated blogger&livejournal (:
i love you @ 3:54 PM
Friday, May 7, 2010
Surprised to see an updated post here huh!
haha, i'm surprised with myself to be blogging now. haha
Been very busy recently. REAL busy. SIP took up 5 days, kbox 2 day = 7 days.
i'm only left with the night times..but usually aft work i'll meet bf and by the time i reach home i will be dead tired and i'll just bath and go to bed st8. sigh, now i know why the adults prefer to be studying. it's really way much better.
Went to MBS a few days back. Didnt take much photos cos everything was still under construction and there were nth much. The prices there are much more ex than RWS.
i love you @ 2:11 PM
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Havent been blogging for some time already. my energy is drained, brain cells used up..
i'm SUPER tired! didnt know waking up so early in the morning is so difficult. wonder how i used to do it during primary & secondary sch. Zzzz...
have to work like dog everyday..i have no off days at all..unless i have only one day for kbox..so i'm practically working 7 days a week. dog life.
I still get to sch out, slack in the office, etc. but wad i really need is my bed....seriously tired and sleepy till the point that i actually went to the toilet to take a short nap. lol. sigh, i work like dog and get dog pay...ahhhhh.
There's a staff party tmr..i so wna go but i cant imagine how i will survive the next day. Partying @ 3am in the morning and gng to work @ 8am. sigh..i think i'm not so wei da to sacrifice my sleep.lol.
and right now, i think i'm gna doze off soon. need to freshen up!!
p.s. SJ i hope everything is alright for you in beijing ya. do contact me okay! ilu!
nineteen going twenty on 8 june
studying LRM in TP.
I ♥ singing & working at KBOX!
I ♥ to camwhore alot alot alot (:
I can laugh nonstop and i ♥ being crazy and nonsensical :)
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